Little Me

I'm getting married.
Yes, I'm getting married--even if I never expected that I would get married this soon.
Yes, I'm getting married--even if I still feel that I'm in the middle of nowhere.
Yes, I'm getting married--even if I still feel afraid of my future in my next future-with a husband, children, and a bunch of responsibilities of others' futures and lives.
Yes, I'm getting married--even if I think of quitting right here, right now.

But, yes, I'm getting married.

Ready or not. *sigh*

But all in all, this is my decision, ready to build a family, ready to live with others, ready to share my happiness and my sorrow with others, ready to be more responsible, ready to alter my dreams into another dreams, ready to face all the reality..

Here I am, with all my weaknesses, all my whine, all my hesitation..
Here I am, have to be ready for all the consequences of my choice..

Here I am, with me and my happiness of getting new life..

Here I am, learning to accept myself, including my incapability to cope all the things in the world..

Hwaiting, my love ♥